The Sopranos
So he said to the man working the vineyard, ‘See here! For three years I have come looking for fruit on this fig tree, and still I find none. Cut it down! Why should it be wasting the soil? Luke 13:7
I have finally gotten around to watching The Sopranos. It is not a television series for the faint of heart, but it has me hooked (I’m just starting season three so no spoilers, please). For those of you who haven’t seen it, it is the story of a mob boss named Tony Soprano who sees a therapist to treat his anxiety and depression. Tony does a lot of bad things and kills a lot of people, including people he loves. However, if Mr. Soprano was totally evil, I don’t think the show would have much appeal. But, instead, like most human beings, he is somewhat complex. There are traces of good in him, though they are very, very faint.
One question the series seems to pose is whether or not it is possible for Tony to change. Is there such a thing as real transformation or are some people beyond redemption? Dostoevsky asks the same question in Crime and Punishment and provides a similarly ambiguous answer. Personally, I am not waiting to find out if Tony Soprano can be redeemed. No, what keeps me tuned in is the glorious fight that the “flicker of good” within him puts up. Tony works hard to silence that whisper of life that haunts him—avoiding, rationalizing, medicating, or raging against it; and yet he can’t seem to kill it and it torments him with agitation.
That flicker of good, whisper of life, or Spirit, (whatever we call it) resides within all of us. It argues the case for love, connection, compassion, and the possibility, as Bruce Sanguine puts it, “of a brighter future for us, our families, our communities, and our world.” It wrestles against the forces within us that oppose it—cynicism, contempt, resignation, hopelessness. It torments us with a “blessed unrest,” or “divine dissatisfaction” that is the very image “that flared in Jesus.” None of us are as far gone as Tony Soprano, but we all need that goodness to be nurtured and encouraged so that it might bear fruit. This is the charge that this Sunday’s Scripture places before us. I look forward to considering it together.
Until Sunday,
Pastor Jen
Quotes from Bruce Sanguine, If Darwin Prayed: Prayers for Evolutionary Mystics, p. 94.
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